And the title wasn't sarcastic. For once, my life seems to be all right. More than all right. I like this guy... and it sorta just lights up my life. He's in two of my classes and well... no need to be secretive, he kinda knows I like him anyway. But he has a girlfriend. *sigh* The worst part is that I know her. I was almost friends with her in grade 9. UGH! But she thinks he's a crazy creepy stalker, so maybe she'll break up with him. I don't think she knows how.

I would go into greater detail about the fun we have in class, but what if he reads this? I don't want him to see me go gaga over him! Or do I? What I want him to know it that his girlfriend thinks he's a creepy stalker and  just doesn't know how to break up with him.

He says he's depressed but we always have such a laugh it's hard to believe. Plus I always get happy/hyper when I'm around him. Actually, I've been really happy for a long time now. Maybe my dark times are over...


In music class today, we were just practicing individually for our playing tests (which are sooooooooo easy you don't need to practice them) and he came up behind me and poked my sides (he's shocked that I'm not normally flinchy) and I jumped and squeaked. Squealed, more like.  It was soooo funny. But after a couple random joking threats, I had nothing to say. Nothing. I know some people say they can't talk to their crush, but I can. I just have nothing to say to him. I could just stand there and stare at him, except that would look weird.

About a week or two ago, I said I was cold and he let me wear his sweatshirt! How sweet! I relive that whenever life tries to get me down

You're a Shy Kisser

You *do* love to kiss, once your comfortable with it And that means knowing the person you're kissing pretty well You usually don't make the first move when it comes to making out But you've got plenty of intensity in return

seems like you two are enjoying each other's company

OMG we SO totally do! On Friday we were practicing AGAIN for those playing tests I didn't practice for in the first place, and he made me jump THREE TIMES! We had such a laugh, and I pretend that my jumpiness bugs me cuz then he just does it more The first time he did the pokey thing I didn't flinch, and he was shocked that I was one of the few who didn't jump. But now I'm all jumpy and squeaky And he keeps telling me to go online so we can chat like during computer class (cuz if we talk in class the teach gets annoyed). Plus he said he'd give me a hug on Monday. *faints*

lent you his sweater - all together now - aawwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
{Pls don't kill me I'm too young to die};;

Why would I kill u? I'm too happy to be bothered, and actually I kinda like being teased about him, cuz then I get to talk more about him o:)