Yeah, balance. That what I hafta strive for right now. That means having fun  and still acing my courses. Contrary to what I'm used to, that's gonna take some work.  Biology and Math(Functions) don't seem to come to me as easily as Chemistry did... and as English is currently doing. But still, why get 80s in English when I can get 90s?  Lol. Yeah well I'm gonna need it to pull up my crappy Math mark. I don't even wanna know what it is. *sigh*

Ah well, I can crack down and study a bit each night without overwhelming myself. And once my parents trust me to balance my life properly again between school, friends, family, leisure and Devon, then they'll gradually give me my freedom back, with more to boot. They'll let me take the car out a lot too, provided that I sort out my academics.

Sure, balancing one's life may SEEM like an easy and reasonable task, but it's hard when I'd much rather allot more time to hanging out with my friends or being with Devon than studying and homework. Gah.  It's not easy, but I can see the reason. I'm gonna need at least an 85% average to get a scholarship. Last semester my average was 88%, but that's cuz I had most of my electives then. Now that I have my crappy/ugly semester, I'm gonna hafta work at it. Which is gonna be tought cuz I'm used to slacking all 1st semester.

But I'll survive. I've got very understanding, totally awesome  friends and a very caring, thoughtful boyfriend. And parents that, even though they make me sooo mad sometimes, are really just trying to help me see what I've been turning a blind eye to. I respect them, especially since they risk me hating them just to keep me on the path to a happy, successful life. What more could a girl want? An A in Math perhaps. But I'll be realistic. I'm happy with what I have, I just have to keep an eye on how I spend my time.

Smile!

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